Tuesday, November 27, 2007

late night thoughts.

don't you hate when you know you really have to be sleeping, but you just can't? i especially hate all the things running through my head at these times; what would my life be like now if i had made a different choice at certain times in my life? will there ever come a time for me when money is not a serious issue? do the people i miss also miss me? how am i going to swing this christmas? when was the last time i really made an effort to meet someone? will i lose this weight? is this my life forever?

i try not to whine much here, but tonight is just one of those nights where my usual trick of making lists just isn't calming my mind and putting me to sleep like it usually does. so, i'm back to bed and back to listing all the things i've ever wanted to be when i grow up or imagining my perfect dude or thinking of what i would do with a hundred million dollars. ugh!


Natalie said...

Next time you can't sleep...just come over and play Wii with me. Last night I couldn't sleep either, so instead of tossing and turning, I hungout with Mario and his bowser enemies.

Vee said...

i hate that when the mind can not rest and be calm. hope you were able to wind down :)

Jessica said...

Same dealie here- I usually read until I can't hold my eyes open any longer.

Love the new blog look!

michelle said...

I have many, many nights like that and it sucks. Girl, meditate! Get one of those cd's that have a body scan meditation and you will be out like a light!

Jasmine said...

I know exactly how you're feeling. Everyone seems a little bummed lately! The last few nights, I've woken up in the middle of the night, couldn't fall back asleep, and come to the computer to just numb my eyes.

Money, weight, what will I do with my life?; are these all things people our age go through, and will it get better?